Aside from my "wish List" that I do not have until now..I have to settle for my new toy






I have already experienced the so called "photo shoot", our first stop happened in Esplanade, and the second one in Pasir ris park. Nakakaaliw pala..quite an expensive hobby but if you're into pictures, it's worth it. Especially for this coming Christmas and Ginnie's graduation is just around the corner...

During the time I thought that everything's OKAY....as usual, it's not.


When you asked a person "do you have any plans for this relationship?" and he answers..."I don't know" then what's the use of having the so called "relationship"? playtime? As much as I hate to compare, I heard a more concrete commitment from the person who could have the least chance to commit himself. Funny isn't it?


Have I made the wrong decision?! --- Yes and No...


Instead of wasting my energy crying all night, it's better not to bother at all. I'll do my thing, and he can do whatever he wants. I don't give a damn, but from now on, I'll just do what I want to do...



Let start playing again..

2 years in my wish list:



5 months in my list but they say it's not good to buy on the first release here in SG on July 30:

Can't remember the last time I blogged...but anyway just for a quick update on things:

I am still with ANTASIS, yey! I don't know but even if I'm so stressed out in this company, and even if I tried to resign a couple of times, I still find myself wanting to work here. Is it the people? not really...too much politics! it's fine, still can handle, and dance with the music. Pay? not so good one, have not gotten my commissions despite of good accounts that I have closed. Duckie says, it's because I am at my comfort zone? Hmmm......I don't think so...I just love what I'm doing. As they say, Love your work, not your company. And one more thing, though Eugene is irritating at times, he makes a lot of sense and I miss working with him. everyone is on their toes when he's around, but since his mild stroke...thing's are pretty haywire here at the office.

I am turning 32 coming next month.....getting old -- and still single...getting workaholic and yet still single...all the time "in a relationship" but still ends up getting single. Funny right?! at times when I think of it I get really frustrated, but in a way, I find life free and easy this way. Working and living independently is different, most of the time tiring, and there's a "need" for me to be "all by myself" at least 3 nights a week. Meaning, Duckie is not going home during those times and I have my time for myself, and to be fair to him, he also deserves to have time to do what he wants to do. Meaning, I maybe getting old, I can always settle down BUT...am I really ready to settle down?

Duckie and Ellena...yes! we are so into each other. we are in a different level..how can I describe our typical day...hmmm...we do grocery, cook, have lunch, sometimes go to the mall or jog, then in our own tiime, he plays his world of warcraft, and I am facebooking. And it works! we are at peace with this, I may say...this is my ideal married life :-) the question is --- will there be a ring on my birthday???? too much to expect but.....let's wait and see...

Ginnie girl is graduating this year! she's in grade 7...whoa! whenever I think of think of this, can't help but too smile. I am so blessed with everything. With my Family, duckie, and Ginnie.


.... I am just thankful for all the blessings

After almost 2 years...
He's back!
Love you baby :-)

It's been 5 months or so... I'm still here in sg, yes indeed! I am still here. Despite of what happened --- na maraming marami, andito pa ako. Test of times in terms of career, Antasis is tough but I am enjoying the learning curve. I'm not interested in learning Telco lines, I turned my back on anything concerning Telco's..hahaha :-) but it seems I have to deal with it. In every project that I have now, the most important thing is the LINE. O diba...VOIP lines, CTI, ITFS, UIFN, traffic charges. And 3 weeks ago I almost gave up because of the line -- SINGTEL line, anu ba ito! In relation to this, I did gave up some "thing" due to Singtel but Starhub told me not to give up, and here I am still trying to focus on the "essential". Wag daw problemahin ang nde naman problema...effective nga naman. However, things aren't that well in the office. Sabi nga ni Eugene..."what the hell is your problem?, how can We help you?, you have to focus coz you can't afford to have anymore mistake. It's costly"..Eto pa punchline, "Here in Singapore, you can only have to problems, money and relationship! I doubt if you have any problems in money -- so your problem is relationship"..."it's hard to find a good man, but choose someone who will be good to you"..O diba?! my boss is making a lot of sense. Eto na siguro ang pinaka komplikadong nangyari sa buhay ko...dapat tama na! but life here is different, mahirap mag-isa..oo, mahirap mag-isa. I am trying to break the habbit of getting used having him around. Pero paano??? hayyy, pano nga ba? I miss home..miss ko na nanay ko, si ginnie at tatay ko! kaya uuwi ako, sana september 18 na, even for 5 days I need to rest. I/m still in this realtionship but my heart is not into it anymore, what to do?! I know it matters to you --- :-) it's been a year, september na naman, I saw you september of last year, it's been a year. Let's not push it, when the time is right, we will see each other I know :-)