I'll be off tomorrow...it's my first time to take a morning flight. it's 10:30, need to get up ealy and I still have some packings to do. sabi nga nila, be careful of what you wish for...and now here it is. This was suppose to be a three weeks vacation..I went through one of the hardest 3 weeks..ang daming excess baggage sa buhay ko. Have I really moved on? eto ba talaga gusto ko?! eh bakit andito ako sa veranda, with some ear plugs on and listening to: "it matters to me"....nag break down na ako early this morning, haven't slept for almost 3 nights now. Restless talaga ako...

anf the hard truth, yes! it still matters to me. That's all there is to it...I love him in a special way, I know he does too. okay na ako dun, I just hope the next time we talk, I've finally picked up the pieces. I have always been proud, but he'sthe person that I turn to whenever things are falling into pieces. I'm contented to know that my family is there, and despite of the escapades....I know that he'll just be around. Thank you and I love you.