I have 4 more days to go and I will be back in Singapore..a part of me is excited, I'll be back in my own life there where I call every shots in this so called life. Maybe I have "recharged" in a way. I don't worry that much anymore unlike when I was about to go home. Tried and tested that at the end of the day, you;ll go back to your family and again they will give you the determination to stand up again. During this 1 month of stay, I just went out a couple of times. I spent the day around the house. Going to the mall with my ever supportive parents..hehehe we even had a family thing when Dad suddenly decided to go to Baguio. Ginnie enjoyed it since it's her first time to really go out of time. And mostly, I spent time with goofing around with Ginnie, fecthing her to school and meeting her friends. Masaya...at alam ko maho homesick ako..hay!

During this one month, I've been having ups and downs with Sherwin. Maybe because we so used in being together kaya nahihirapan kame mag adjust but we manage to get through those times. We are silently fighthing today..the only I didn't answer his messages, I just wanted to clear my mind. I should focus on my priorities.

And after almost 5 months, I was able to see Duckie. Ay naku, ang tagal na. at ang taba nya, I was surprised when I saw him. Nakakatawa lang coz our conversation so nakakatawa and light compared before. Time heals though there may be bitterness, it will not be helpful during these tough times. He doesn't look happy. I don't know...He calls the shots too. But I know that I could depend on him, and tis the only time I have finally found my space in his so called life. Pare, it started from this word, and it will always be..

Sana maayos na lahat..at sana matupad ang aking iniisip gawin sa mga panahong ito...the magic word is "pmp"..Ayiooooo!