It's been 5 months or so... I'm still here in sg, yes indeed! I am still here. Despite of what happened --- na maraming marami, andito pa ako. Test of times in terms of career, Antasis is tough but I am enjoying the learning curve. I'm not interested in learning Telco lines, I turned my back on anything concerning Telco's..hahaha :-) but it seems I have to deal with it. In every project that I have now, the most important thing is the LINE. O diba...VOIP lines, CTI, ITFS, UIFN, traffic charges. And 3 weeks ago I almost gave up because of the line -- SINGTEL line, anu ba ito! In relation to this, I did gave up some "thing" due to Singtel but Starhub told me not to give up, and here I am still trying to focus on the "essential". Wag daw problemahin ang nde naman problema...effective nga naman. However, things aren't that well in the office. Sabi nga ni Eugene..."what the hell is your problem?, how can We help you?, you have to focus coz you can't afford to have anymore mistake. It's costly"..Eto pa punchline, "Here in Singapore, you can only have to problems, money and relationship! I doubt if you have any problems in money -- so your problem is relationship"..."it's hard to find a good man, but choose someone who will be good to you"..O diba?! my boss is making a lot of sense. Eto na siguro ang pinaka komplikadong nangyari sa buhay ko...dapat tama na! but life here is different, mahirap mag-isa..oo, mahirap mag-isa. I am trying to break the habbit of getting used having him around. Pero paano??? hayyy, pano nga ba? I miss home..miss ko na nanay ko, si ginnie at tatay ko! kaya uuwi ako, sana september 18 na, even for 5 days I need to rest. I/m still in this realtionship but my heart is not into it anymore, what to do?! I know it matters to you --- :-) it's been a year, september na naman, I saw you september of last year, it's been a year. Let's not push it, when the time is right, we will see each other I know :-)