Guess who called, si Duckie...yep! you heard me right --- si duckie. Actually he slipped off my mind last night while I was on my way home. I remembered that He'll be flying home today. I didn't bother to text him and ask if he got my message a few days back. Even after Jamela viewed my profile and openly have the intentions of letting me see their pix together...well, i looked at it but I didn't do anything either. We have all moved on except for her -- I just did laugh at her pix with duckie ( ang panget kasi talaga nya, i'm trying to stop myself from being mean..pero, baduy talaga, the iphone looked as if it was afake one when she's the one who's holding it ...shhhh stop, ayaw ko na maging bad! ). We are beyond that. and after his call, I have again proved that we have beyond all the things that has happened.  We may not fully forgive each other for what happenedm but we also do know that we can depend on each other if something urgent comes up.....duckie is still there whenever I'm in mess, even if I have reach to the point of cursing him that much, he's the one person I could run to aside from my parents. He may not be my destiny, but he's definitely my soulmate...hehehehe....is this another realization, oh common!

yep, i do miss him...and I know he meant it when he said.."i love you"...and I know I could get through the problem that I'm having right now. Btw, why is it that whenever I talk to this guy, my "happy bubble" suddenly burst...In this case, it shouldn't simply because it's Sherwin's birthday on the 21st and I can't give him anything at this point due to my career crisis...Yay! hay naku --- si duckie talaga! I make myslef sane and he makes me insane, but it's okay to that for my very best pare.

at bigla ko na miss si ginnie at si mommy......

how many more days before christmas not being at home...one....

how many more days to go.....two....

how long will it take......three....

In the right place and in the right time, you're here with me and that's all that matters.

Thank you to  my favorite simei guy! mwah :-)

Getting reunited here at SG? hahaha..after 10 long years...finally went out with Roselle and Bianca. It was like...doing some back track, catching up and all for those years. Maraming kwento na nakakaloka! and expected...we have the same outloook towards things. Biancs is now an FA of Ethiad Airways, happily married? not so... :-) and Roselle, also working here at Sg as an interior design. It was really nice to see people who really knows you...because one way or another, your way of thinking similar..nagji jive ba! we have our own troubles, and we definitely know how to get through it in a classy way..hahaha :-) sabi nga ni Roselle..."oo, maarte tayo..pero hinde tayo bastos"..that speaks for it.

Well, we ate at Jumbo as per Biancs request. Man, the bill almost reached $200...we can afford this at SG but we can't in Manila..:-) i'll see the girls again sometime next week after Biancs flew back here in SG from Dublin. next agenda: Shopping! woohooo...

pix was taken at Biancs hotel room......even though the job of an FA is called a domesticated maid by some, why bother when you have your own hotelroom whenever you flew in from a flight, a jetsetter in your own right, get to go shopping in paris 3x a month, what is there to ask???..nde lang abot ng height namin ni roselle and FA..too bad!

next pix...you'll never guess..I myself was shocked to find this guy...

If it isn't the MIKE MESINA..potek! it was like...si Mike ba to..teka! si Mike nga..the real best friend I've ever had. I remembered our record, 9 hours on the phone and we still schooling the next day, that was highschool days again. This guy was also the first guy who helped me when my car broke down in mandaluyong at Marie;s place. He convoyed us unitl shaw...then comes college..dang! don't know what happened. Facebook has it;s reason you know...tis one of those things. Recently, he was in the paper for being the fastest Fipilino in NYC matahon, nice and now, working at United Nations. I refuse to believe this! hahaha :-)

Then last night while I was walking at Vivo, I get to see Lornalyn, one of my highschool classmate also...funny talaga! I get to see people who I've known..ano ibig sabihin neto, bumabalik na ako sa dati kong buhay. Geeting acquainted again with my "old" friends is good..it's like a reality check...na ganun ako, at nde ganto. and indeed it's nice to see that all of us made our marks.

Nice! :-) 

"...All I know is I love you & I'm happy having you in my life. You are more than enough for me..."

Thanks Sherwin :-)

got up early, chose a black shirt and a raffled skirt, a black flats , a little bit of brown eye shadow and a nude lipstick to finish it...and off I go! wooohooo, it's Friday. This day has never been so good. This week is a-ok. quite long week coming from an enjoyable weekend ( coz we have gone swimming to Ryan's place at Parview )..It was also a quite busy one, and Ragh's been quite friendly after dino filed his resignation. Yup, you heard me right, dino resigned, The effectivity os on December 31. Just thinking of it makes me --nervous! all the work will be thrown back at me again, hay! Work is really hard core....and HARD CORE!

Plans for tonight..hmm...going to expo with the "filipino cahnnel" here at the office. THere's a crocs sale later, like to buy that slip on and Ginnie wants to have one also. I'm also planning to meet leslie or roselle later, it depends. For tomorrow...Sherwin will hang around in the house, maybe we're off to Giang for some groceries. He sees to it that he's around whenever he's free. Nice! He even cooked " chopseuy" yesterday for my packed lunch :-) we just want to enjoy what there is at the moment...

Aside form this...everything is quite normal, can't ask for anything more :-) TGIF -- Thank God it's Friday...

Bintan Lagoon Getaway trip.....I enjoyed it, we all enjoyed it, at the end of the day the only thing that we could say is, It's worth it :-) we are already thinking of our next getaway trip, and that would be in desaru island..woohoooo...

I'm back to work after a long weekend, it was deepavali yesterday and it's a holiday here. Many people usually goes out of the country when it is a long weekend, but I just chilled out at home. Watched a movie and gone malling through the weekend. As they say, you should always have time for yourself...para mag contemplate/! hahaha :-) Like what I did at Vivo yesterday....gone to shops bought some things for our bintan trip this weekend, had coffee, I also spent a long time reading at the bookstore. Enjoy naman, relaxing and you feel so carefree afterwards. I even saw Roselle at Vivo...did some chit chat and I also went off. Not in the mood to go have coffee nor even to talk to somone for that matter.

...ah..monday! I've been procrastinating, When I get here at the office, I can't think of anything to do but when I opened my email..dang! Toronto office has their response for DCA's data center concerns, have to finish off the SLA and sent it over for their review. Sus! nosebleed na naman to sa english...waaaah! then there's call from other clients, and my engine can't seem to work...potek naman, then I'll just find myself crazy as hell in cramming! Haven't started anything for the singair proposal yet...hay grabe! anu ba to...gotta think of something that could motivate me..eto na naman ung moods na ganto eh. is it beacuse I'm actually thinking in transferring to another company. Hope my application with sap will go through...still keeping my fingers crossed. My work is getting tough day by day...

...I'm having a lot of thoughts lately...despite of the fact that I'm enjoying the act of  stupidity that I have been doing, Duckie seemed like a neon sign that will suddenly cross my mind. Saying mali yan! ay sus! anu ba eto. Yes, I must admit, I'm not doing the right thing but I can't seem to think of the right thing to do either. I was caught  off guard, and it's not like me...

.."He" may be there all the time, taking good care of me, I even love the way he loves me, but things doesn't fit well. What I know is...it is still manageable, that is if you'll just think of what's happening now and just forget about the "reality" that's behind it. Pero possible ba yun? I'm just contented as to what we have now --- enjoying the company and all, anything more than that...no lah! especially when it comes to my futuristic and standard views. below sea level...and I remembered this question from Duckie..."Saan sya nagwo work...?" Dang! nde sya sa IT....I may not see nor talk to him but he's like a conscience, I value his comments, his thoughts, opinions..and that makes him different from the rest. No one has leveled to that. Not at the moment...

it's already 2pm...should start working already...!

went to vivo city, watched max payne...aliw! and it was my first time to watch a movie here..actually second time na pala but i want to consider this as my "first" watching it with somebody else I mean..it was a date, is it? yes, it was a date hahaha :-) enjoy lang, this is our way of surviving here...

Also, bought some stuff for our bintan trip next weekend! woohooo...tuloy na talaga to. I booked our tickets already.

Dad also called me up..naalala din ako nila mommy and ginnie. kanya kanyang kwento tungkol sa auto, When I hear them so happy and excited, gnun na rin ako. God is really good, he may not give you what you're asking for...but he surely knows what you need at the moment..

As of now...I'm happy and contented with what I have...sana lang maayos na rin ang work ko..things are a bit out of hand lately, dapat masaya ako kasi ragh is off to china for this week, but I find myself worried.